I’m sorry to tell you, but again, I’m delayed in my blogging, and I’m delayed in my life, and I’ve had a long period of “silence” on my blog. Now I want to tell you some of the reasons why.
Well, first of all I want to tell you that when there’s a long period of silence or no action on my blog, that usually means the same general things, no matter what time of the year or what kind of period in my life you find the silence. The silence on my blog usually means these things, simply summarized:
- My life has often felt very busy.
- I have not been organized enough in my life.
- I have not put aside time for blogging or pushed myself hard enough to get some blogging done.
- I have procrastinated.
The thing is, no matter how busy I am, if I just prioritize something highly in my mind and decide that I’m going to do something at some point, sooner or later, I WILL get it done, usually. So at the end of the day, I just haven’t done well enough when it comes to my time usage, my decisiveness and my actions. I haven’t gotten the blogging done that I ideally would’ve liked to have gotten done.
Now when it comes to the last period of my life where I’ve had a long period of not blogging at all, it has often been particularly challenging for me to get any blogging done, much because I’ve had many very busy weeks lately, very much to deal with, and I’ve often been very stressed and had many challenges to deal with. When there are many things to deal with and when there’s much to do and think about, it’s often difficult for me to get around to sit down to do blogging, and often there are other things that are more important to me than blogging in the middle of a busy and challenging life period.
The good thing is that I’ve had many good blogging ideas during the last months, and there are lots of things I WANT to write about, so there’s no lack of ideas or good intentions. The problem is that when I keep on feeling that life is too busy for me, that I’ve got too much to do and think about and that it’s difficult to get around to sit down to write on my blog, or when I’m disorganized and have a lot of chaos in my life, which I often have had lately, then it’s often very difficult to get any blogging done, and my mind gets filled with more and more blogging ideas, and it’s like a pile of papers that needs sorted that keeps on growing. My pile of blogging jobs get bigger and bigger. There’s more and more blogging for me to do, and I feel more and more behind.
In a way I have a luxury problem as I have plenty to write about. There’s so much that’s been going on in my life lately that I’d like to share about on my blog. I’ve got lots of photos I’d like to post on my blog too. Basically there’s a very big amount of blogging work that is waiting for me, and that’s quite good, but when I’m already in a situation where I often struggle a lot with getting things done in my life in general, then it doesn’t make my life feel easier or less challenging when I’m also having a lot of blogging ideas that keep on piling up on top of other tasks that I’m behind with. I feel I need to catch up in getting things done in many areas of my life. It’s not always the best feeling. I’ve often felt quite overwhelmed or challenged or as if things look really hard by thinking about lots of different things I’ve got to do. It’s not a feeling I can recommend, but still it’s not the worst problem to be struggling with, and at least I’ve got ideas of what to write about on my blog.
Lately it’s often felt like I’ve had too much to deal with in my life, and since I know how my life has been, I don’t find it so strange that I’ve ended up with not doing any blogging for a long time. I want you, my readers, to be aware that I DO want to do more blogging, though. Yes, I want to do more blogging, and I want to get around to writing about those things that I’ve wanted to write about lately but that I’ve never come around to. I want to do something about my ideas for my blog and not just keep my ideas in my mind. I want the silence on my blog to last a shorter while and not for months or weeks, maybe not even for many days usually. I want you to know that my good intentions are there.
I cannot promise anything when it comes to my blogging, though, and I can only do one thing at a time and take one day at a time. However, I can tell you that I haven’t given up on my blog and that I definitely want to write more on my blog and also increase how much time I spend on it. I want to share of my ideas, share about my life and inspire people and mean something to those who read my blog. I want my writing to matter. I want my blog to count.
I want the silence periods on my blog to become a less lengthy happening. I want movement on my blog to happen more often.
I want to get better at just sitting down and starting to write – like I suddenly did today after being challenged from a guy who sends me inspirational emails, Charles Bordet.
I want to start moving towards a better blogging future – with more action when it comes to blogging. Yes, I want more action on my blog and less silence there. However perhaps I need less action in my life in a way and more silence in it, so that I have less things to write about and more silence to sit and write.
In any case, I want to keep on living my life, whether I blog often or seldom, because in the end of the day, my life is not about blogging, and I’m not living for my blog. I live and blog about my life now and then, and if I’m too busy to blog, the silence speaks for itself.
Until the next time I break the “silence” on my blog, fare well.
Ruth Kristin Burton