Lost in My Day

I’m lost in my day,

but have to find my way

My tummy is helping me out,

making more and more noise – I want food

So I know I need to start cooking soon

and feed my body

I know that

Anyway I’ve just kept on getting more and more delayed –

typically me –

in my day

Lost in my day

That’s how I feel

Lost in my thoughts and ideas and spontaneity

Just lost

Out of track

Out of order – not in my ideal order of things

I got up late

Haven’t followed any routines

Have kept on getting ideas

and been spontaneous,

watched a lot of videos

searching for ideas, inspiration, solutions and support

Need to meet reality,

deal with life

I’m delayed

Yes, I am,

but I still have some hours left of this day –

about four hours –

before I need to go to bed

I can cook

I can eat

I can write down important notes

I can reply to emails and messages

I can read in the Bible

I should do that after eating, actually

I can create order in the middle of my mess,

try to make the rest of the day less messy than the first part of the day,

try to create some order around me,

tidy up in the kitchen,

do some dishes

I can do little things

Little things

They’re better than no things

I can do some things

That’s more than nothing

I can start on my journey

towards a better future

I can take control

and create control

and order and progress and success

by taking small steps,

by focusing on my needs,

on my goals

and what’s urgent;

what’s necessary;

what I want to prioritize

I have to do things in a simple way

Create progress,

but make things simple

Take one thing at a time

Give myself food

Have time with God

Do some planning

Do some housework

Do some painting for the doing up project maybe

In any case do something

and also breathe

and know I’m alive

and I can be me

I’m ok

I’m more than ok

I’m created in God’s image

I’m unique and valuable

I’ve got abilities, talents and gifts

I can do something of use today

I can bless someone today

I can make progress

It’s not too late

The seconds and minutes and hours are waiting for me

to fill them up with love, care, creativity, fun, seriousness when needed, faith, hope, work and rest;

to fill them up with good things

I can be myself

when doing this

I can be me

I can make a difference as me

I can make a difference in someone’s life

No matter how lost I may feel in my day or my life

No matter how chaotic my life or home feels at the moment

I feel lost in my day,

but I can find my way

to feel I’m living in my purpose, my destiny, my walk of life

that’s meant just for me,

with God

there always

by my side

I can find my way

with God’s help

Step by step

Giving Him everything

Trusting in Him

He’s in control

He’ll help me find my way

to stop feeling lost in my day