I’m sorry I haven’t written here in a long time. I’ve kept on getting delayed and not coming around to writing here on my blog. However, I want to write more the coming period, and here is a text I wrote on Wednesday last week and that I just haven’t come around to getting posted until now – sorry about the delay:
My secret place
When I was a child there was a period of time where I used to have a secret place. It was a place in the nature not far away from my home, and I called it my secret place. My secret place was an area with a little stream of water and some nice trees next to the stream. I could sit down next to the running water and see nice yellow water flowers and have some peace and quietness and be alone with my own thoughts. I often had a note book with me when I was there and liked to write some poems when I sat at my secret place. I liked to have secrets as a child, and I liked to have a secret place.
Again and again I’ve noticed that I like having secrets, and I’ve carried a lot of secrets during my life. Sometimes it’s been secrets that I didn’t want to share with anyone and that I’ve just kept to myself, and other times it’s been secrets that I have wanted to share with one or more close friends. There have also been times when I’ve kept a secret only for a limited amount of time because I wanted to surprise someone. In any case, I’ve never had a place I’ve called my secret place as an adult before, as far as I can remember now, until today…
This morning I went for a walk and found a new area to walk in when I was walking in a nature area, and after walking for a while I suddenly found a lovely tree that was a little bit hidden away in a little forest area, and then I thought to myself that it was my secret place. I was happy and touched by seeing the tree, a tree with many branches and many bends, and I felt I yet again had found a secret place in nature that could be my little hiding place to go to for being alone. In this little secret place I felt that I wanted to reflect, pray and have some alone time with God and that I would want to use the place for writing too in the future.
I found this little nut beneath the lovely tree in my secret place, and I thought it could be my little memory item from the first visit to my new secret place. Before leaving the area I walked over to an apple tree nearby and found this little apple which I also decided to bring back home with me.
I was very pleased with my new secret place. I even tried climbing a tiny bit in the special and lovely tree I had found there before leaving it, and in the future I want to climb further up into the tree and perhaps sit in the tree while I’m writing.
It’s good to have my own secret place. It’s not a place that others can’t reach, and I saw examples of that today through seeing some dog walkers walking passed the area I now call “my secret place”, but to me it’s still my secret place, a place I don’t need to tell anyone else directly about, and a place I can enjoy a lot of alone time in. I might show it to my husband Jonathan once, since he’s one with me, but in any case I’ll use it mainly as a secret place for me and my private thoughts, prayers and writings. One day maybe some of my future secret writings from my secret place won’t be secret anymore, because I might want to publish them, but I don’t know what will happen yet when it comes to those things. However, I’m definitely sure about this: Today I’ve been inspired to write on my blog…
…by my secret place.